Zatonichi, the Blind DJ

Apparently, there's some miscommunication between me and everyone else.  Everything I say, is something you say isn't. 
Look, here's what I know.

This is the Shibuya UG.  I'm dead.  I'm playing a week long game where at the end if you survive and beat the GM, you get a chance to come back to life. 
I got screwed the first week and my friend Shiki got to go back.  But to give me another chance, they made her my entry fee to play again.  I woke up, and even got missions for this week.  So, why is everyone calling what I say wrong?  And why haven't I seen the Conductor if the GM's been defeated?


That being said... why doesn't someone tell ME what's going on here.